my mind….

Man… my heart’s so full of stuff…

I guess women are able to think 10000 thoughts all at the same time!

Right now, while wanting to write some important stuff, I can’t get rid of that thought that I like the way my laundry smells and how soft it is… and that I really do like the way it makes my whole flat smell!

Coffee – I think coffee smells better than what it tasts like (well… I do like the taste of coffee too)

Oh… hm… I forgot my cup of coffee waiting for me in the kitchen!

(Maybe we are able to THINK 10000 thoughts at the same time – I’m not sure though if we are also able to DO 10000 things all at once!)

Ok… have to get my coffee first!

I’m back! And my cup of coffee with me!

Getting back to the laundry subject: I must admit that I really enjoy doing my laundry – probably because I own a washing machine – doing my own laundry gives me a sense of ‚finishing‘ something!

I’m a finisher!!!!

Work has been full of up’s and down’s over the last year! Tons of down’s… times when I started wondering (oh… I hope none of my colleagues will read this) if this was the right place for me! Can’t I do more than what I do right now? Where do I get my ‚value‘ from?

I missed the dreaful business of Line up… I missed the Dining Room – simply being able to be with people from 40 different nationalities when ever I wanted too! And at the same time I enjoyed the serenity and quietness of my own place!

And even I wasn’t always happy at work – I kinda ‚knew‘ that this was (is) the place to be – for the time being! Even though my English get’s worse (which really bothers me)… even though it’s much quieter and less challenging than I wanted it to be!

But hey… there’ve been up’s too! Like right now! I’m BUSY!!! Really busy at work!

I’m not sure how to explain it… but it feels a tiny little bit like those crazy days while doing LU when you’ve got 10000 things on your mind… and you just have to figure out which one’s are more important and which one’s have to be dealt with right now! (Ok, ok… I’m still FAR from that!) But I took over this cool project (which one of my colleagues commented with: ‚Lots of work! LOTS of work!!! do you really wanna do that? LOTS of work!)

And I just love it!

I’m able to put things which already exist into some nice ‚frame’… in order to make it more… hm… readable… nicer…

And I do get something accomplished!

At the end of my work day I go home with this feeling of ‚jupp… I finished something! And it’s gonna look good!!! SOON! (I hope!)‘

Hm… what else?!

Of course Wollo’s on my mind a lot! And I really dislike the fact that Peru isn’t all that close to Germany! I miss Wollo!

These days I get to learn A LOT about realtionships, men and… hm… well… myself! Which is quite scary at times! I’m learning that I’m not quite the way I want to be (not always!) and that I’m a woman and that I don’t understand everything!

Yeah!

Oh and… you won’t believe it… a couple of weeks ago I, yes I, changed my car’s tyres… from winter tyres to summer tyres! My dad was so proud of his one and only daughter!!! And I just found out that that was quite a silly thing to do! Couse… it just started snowing AGAIN!!! White easter… how strange is that!

Anyways… I’ve got to go! Have a really, really important Mc Do meeting!!! 🙂