I really don’t know what it is?!
Maybe the weather… it’s all dark and grey over here. It has been like this all day long. It feels like it’s 7pm but it’s only 12.30 (lunchtime actually… na… had late breakfast!).
I feel crap somehow… don’t know if you have this sort of feeling sometimes. You know… when circumstances and emotions pretty much rule over how you feel! You feel crap and have no idea why?! You wonder if you did something wrong… try to look a little deeper… is something wrong between God and I? Have I had my quiet time today? Oh? Not for the last2-3 days? Hm… Would I feel different if I would have had my quiet time… but there’s so much stuff to do: Need to write e mails, update my blog, go shopping, make bagels, read another novel… (you can see that it’s my off day today!) Ok Heiks, stop it… say good bye to your blogger friends and spend time with God… no more excuses!
Ok… gotta go! ‚Someone’s‘ calling…
Heiks
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4 Kommentare
Anonymous · 08/18/2006 um 11:53
Great site lots of usefull infomation here.
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Heiks · 04/23/2006 um 15:59
Good to know that it’s not only ‚us‘ girls facing this issue! Thanks Felix for your openess!
felixchai · 04/23/2006 um 04:06
It’s a man thingy too…. Well, we don’t cry (We hide it…) but ups and down do occurs from time to time.
I guess it’s important that how I start the day affect my whole day.
This emotional thingy sometime it really disturbing & mess your day.
ems · 04/22/2006 um 13:22
oh heiks… i feel like that all the time… especially in this last month and a half… cry for no reason during the day and cry myself to sleep at night… i wonder if men have these ups and downs as well or if it;s more a women thing… or if it’s just us… miss you heaps…