{"id":199,"date":"2008-03-25T18:41:00","date_gmt":"2008-03-25T16:41:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.schmidtswelt.net\/wollopress\/?p=199"},"modified":"2008-03-25T18:41:00","modified_gmt":"2008-03-25T16:41:00","slug":"my-mind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.schmidtswelt.net\/?p=199","title":{"rendered":"my mind&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Man&#8230; my heart&#8217;s so full of stuff&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I guess women are able to think 10000 thoughts all at the same time!<\/p>\n<p>Right now, while wanting to write some important stuff, I can&#8217;t get rid of that thought that I like the way my laundry smells and how soft it is&#8230; and that I really do like the way it makes my whole flat smell!<\/p>\n<p>Coffee &#8211; I think coffee smells better than what it tasts like (well&#8230; I do like the taste of coffee too)<\/p>\n<p>Oh&#8230; hm&#8230; I forgot my cup of coffee waiting for me in the kitchen!<\/p>\n<p>(Maybe we are able to THINK 10000 thoughts at the same time &#8211; I&#8217;m not sure though if we are also able to DO 10000 things all at once!)<\/p>\n<p>Ok&#8230; have to get my coffee first!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m back! And my cup of coffee with me!<\/p>\n<p>Getting back to the laundry subject: I must admit that I really enjoy doing my laundry &#8211; probably because I own a washing machine &#8211; doing my own laundry gives me a sense of &#8218;finishing&#8216; something!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m a finisher!!!!<\/p>\n<p>Work has been full of up&#8217;s and down&#8217;s over the last year! Tons of down&#8217;s&#8230; times when I started wondering (oh&#8230; I hope none of my colleagues will read this) if this was the right place for me! Can&#8217;t I do more than what I do right now? Where do I get my &#8218;value&#8216; from?<\/p>\n<p>I missed the dreaful business of Line up&#8230; I missed the Dining Room &#8211; simply being able to be with people from 40 different nationalities when ever I wanted too! And at the same time I enjoyed the serenity and quietness of my own place!<\/p>\n<p>And even I wasn&#8217;t always happy at work &#8211; I kinda &#8218;knew&#8216; that this was (is) the place to be &#8211; for the time being! Even though my English get&#8217;s worse (which really bothers me)&#8230; even though it&#8217;s much quieter and less challenging than I wanted it to be!<\/p>\n<p>But hey&#8230; there&#8217;ve been up&#8217;s too! Like right now! I&#8217;m BUSY!!! Really busy at work!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure how to explain it&#8230; but it feels a tiny little bit like those crazy days while doing LU when you&#8217;ve got 10000 things on your mind&#8230; and you just have to figure out which one&#8217;s are more important and which one&#8217;s have to be dealt with right now! (Ok, ok&#8230; I&#8217;m still FAR from that!) But I took over this cool project (which one of my colleagues commented with: &#8218;Lots of work! LOTS of work!!! do you really wanna do that? LOTS of work!)<\/p>\n<p>And I just love it!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m able to put things which already exist into some nice &#8218;frame&#8217;&#8230; in order to make it more&#8230; hm&#8230; readable&#8230; nicer&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>And I do get something accomplished!<\/p>\n<p>At the end of my work day I go home with this feeling of &#8218;jupp&#8230; I finished something! And it&#8217;s gonna look good!!! SOON! (I hope!)&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>Hm&#8230; what else?!<\/p>\n<p>Of course Wollo&#8217;s on my mind a lot! And I really dislike the fact that Peru isn&#8217;t all that close to Germany! I miss Wollo!<\/p>\n<p>These days I get to learn A LOT about realtionships, men and&#8230; hm&#8230; well&#8230; myself! Which is quite scary at times! I&#8217;m learning that I&#8217;m not quite the way I want to be (not always!) and that I&#8217;m a woman and that I don&#8217;t understand everything!<\/p>\n<p>Yeah!<\/p>\n<p>Oh and&#8230; you won&#8217;t believe it&#8230; a couple of weeks ago I, yes I, changed my car&#8217;s tyres&#8230; from winter tyres to summer tyres! My dad was so proud of his one and only daughter!!! And I just found out that that was quite a silly thing to do! Couse&#8230; it just started snowing AGAIN!!! White easter&#8230; how strange is that!<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5181726870603128114\" style=\"DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/_HM9a9A_Qouc\/R-kxIoVlXTI\/AAAAAAAABoU\/c3sF4q56-Yo\/s400\/webcam.jpg\" border=\"0\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Anyways&#8230; I&#8217;ve got to go! Have a really, really important Mc Do meeting!!! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Man&#8230; my heart&#8217;s so full of stuff&#8230; I guess women are able to think 10000 thoughts all at the same time! 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